Sunday, September 11, 2005

Happily Single

Yes, that would be me...happily single. It's better to be happy by yourself than be unhappy and miserable to be with someone else. And that's where things were going with K. Things were awesome in the beginning! I was happy. We were having fun. Things were great...until we established exclusivity. And then the chase was basically over on his part and I felt like we were living out a 10 year marriage. No sex, no passion, no plans, no nothing. But I was driving my ass 80 miles one way to spend time with him...and go with him to run HIS errands. Oh, the romance! And obviously, I was putting out more of the effort. I was getting tired of hearing the I'm tired, I'm too full, I've got work to do...etc. I mean, aren't those considered "girl" excuses?!After too many visits like that, I bid him goodbye, put my profiles back up and am back to doing my own thing and maybe dating...if someone interesting comes along.

"anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love...is a complete waste of time" and in this case...K was a complete waste of my time. I can't believe I put up with that shit for as long as I did.

And so I live my happily single existance.

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AM said...

"It's better to be happy by yourself than be unhappy and miserable to be with someone else."

This definitely must be added to "the script", preferably in all caps at the top of the page. I know how psyched you were when things first started with K so on the one hand I'm sorry that things didn't work out for you. BUT, based on what you told me about K the last time I talked to you, I'm glad you made the decision that you did. His loss; I know you'll be moving on to much better things.